i open up my clutched fists
to reveal the stain of crimson
i see all over my arms are slashes
and i can't let myself let him in
they scream at the door and beg
"please, just let us in!"
you need help they say, but no
all i need is him
as the tension eases
and i see what i've done
i look down at the liquid
that bleeds through my arm
what they are screaming, its muffled
my anger causes clenched fists
as i realize with great horror
that the blood is from my wrists
they all know what's going on
they're all waiting to deliver pity
and i can't have that and i won't
as i listen to the cries of the city
no words can describe
such a last goodbye
but as my tears bleed as my wrists
all i can do is cry