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Infidelity
Though time has passed
there remain remnants and memories
cluttering my afterthoughts
like fallen leaves from autumn trees...
Memories that have hit the ground without a sound
only to materialize into the soils of the past
fading into the black as memories often do
such as the few of laughter and fun
shared between I and you, that trickle across my mind...
Until I reflect and wonder why
time and after time your wife had to call
and confirm the fact that "your existence"
was merely a rejection of her truths...
That "your existence" was an illusion
of which I was utterly subdued-
That "your existence" was unfair
because you really should not have been HERE - BUT THERE...
You lied to me-
You made a decision for both of us
and subjected me to sin and A-dul-tery...
Regardless of the status of YOUR situation
-whether you were UNHAPPY with your marriage
-whether you had DETACHED yourself
from those vows and proclamations
of Love - Honor - And Obey
You should have SHARED with me
the bitter sweetness of your reality...
You should have CARED, but instead you DARED
when I never asked you - not once for anything...
-ONLY for you to be you
-ONLY for you to be true
-ONLY for you to be real with me...
Because you were my man and we became a fam
Hell - you were my BABY, and if anything
YOU became a FRIEND to me..
In one moment we evolved from YOURS and MINE
Into this monstrosity of deceit
Devised and disguised to pawn away my time..
Now I sit here in silence
My mind enraged with thoughts of you and violence
OH - but I will be forgiven...
And straight to hell is where your ASS will be driven
If you don't wake up and bend your knees...
Humble yourself in prayer and ask Our Savior to pleaseeeeeeee...
The nerve of you - subjecting ME to your infidelities...
MoodSwingz_April2000
