What happens when you run out of dreams?
What happens when you experience this profound revelation one day?
When you receive this inclination that LIFE is merely a book cover
Of a stained reality..
An eclipse totally contradictive
Of what the contents lying within really mean..
Chapter after chapter
Of drama - happiness - sadness and laughter
Of pain - birth - heartache and despair
Love and hate - and indifference trapped inside of silence
Awaiting the demise of relationships like a period that is late
So many moments and emotions perpetuating one`s existence
Until sometimes - time feels as if it has defied itself
Because sometimes you become so outdone by the chapters in between
That you keep stopping to read the cover over and over because -
You just KNOW that reality cannot - possibly be that mean...
So when this revelation takes its place
Within the winds of change
Standing still against your time
And twisting trails of salt down the smoothness of your face
You realize that you`ve been more places throughout life you didn`t necessarily want to be
You realize that you have felt - heard and seen more sides of reality
Through the faces - eyes and lives of others than you ever wanted to see
And you find yourself racing
Adding chapter after chapter
Because you`ll be DAMNED if your "the end"
Will not be preluded by a "happily ever after"
But then -
Circumstances stake their claim
And the refractory periods in between your chapters
Have become so long over due
That you find it difficult as hell to maintain
Due to being muted by spiritual - emotional and mental disasters
And instead of your dreams screaming to be redeemed
By what walking in the light as one of the BEAUTIFUL ONES
Is supposed to mean...
While you were preoccupied by that profound revelation
And its enigmatic conflicts that prolong the resolutions to LIFE and its situations
Truth has taken the liberty of redefining your dreams
With yet - another book cover of a stained reality
That never really was
At all what it seemed...
MoodSwingz_2005