my dreams are sugar-coated
but life lost its zeal a long time ago
i fish around for initial purpose
it still hasnt surfaced, so i just go with the flow
im still holding my breath
even after all these years
waiting for something amazing to occur
while i push back all the tears
i'm still trying to accept it
you know, how you no longer desire me;
how you suddenly forgot i even exist.
your still playing on my heart-strings--please set me free