Why is it so hard to leave ?
When I can barely even breathe.
Every night I shed a tear,
As I no longer recognize the girl standing in the mirror.
I see the fear weighing on her heavy eyes,
A girl who has heard multiple lies.
She’s trembling inside her thoughts,
Overwhelmed of a life that leaves her in distraught.
Openly searching for courage to grow,
Yet failing to move forward, as my energy is low.
I lie here brokenly in the darkness,
Creating illusions of shining bright stars, hoping my sadness will disappear.
Ever so broken, I am a still figure, that has lost touch with the world,
Desperately, searching for someone to help me breathe.
Save me.
For I am lost in this world, it is time that I rebuild me.
The real me, the person I once was before you knocked me down.
Brave is what I want to be,
Shimmering with courage and confidence to be free.
Escaping my life from you,
Is exactly what I need to do.