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I don't know what im feeling right now. I have this knot in my stomach and it gets bigger whenever im around you. We have been together not long and its different than what I felt before. What could this be called. I only know love but this is weird. I dread to say the word. We fight so much now but I still love you. At least I think I do? Do you still love me? If so why do you scream at me and tear me down. Did I do something wrong? Everyday this new feeling gets stronger. When we fight it boils over and explodes and you take every hit. Our roommates never sleep because of how much we fight now so you moved out. Its been months. I now know the feeling and you gave it to me. What I feel is hatred and its fueled by you. But why do I still love you? Everything you do makes me feel disgust. Now you say I hate you to. You have found someone else but we still love each other. How can we love each other. Now we never talk and I still hate you. I don't even miss you anymore. Do you even think of me?
Everyone sees how much I hate you. Deep down inside though I still love you. Do you still love me?