Christmas Eve is here
Yet I do not cheer
I look right here
And at myself I jeer
I sit here and pout
And think of how
I'm such a lout
My life won't count
So I plot
I plan
I hope
To die
Murder, Death, Suicide
All the same to me
Just an escape
From this reality
I want to go far off
To places I've never dreamt of
Where I can sit in the trees
And scoff at my knees
With never a care
I'd sit right there
And then I'd stare
Off into the distance
And off in the distance
A crow, it does caw
It comes to take my soul away
I know this becuase I saw
When a crow caws
Death follows behind
And when the lark caws
I'll be left behind
A husk of a man
No more cares in the world
I've finnaly gotten free
I've escaped reality....