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Pain
The day opens anew, my curtains open wide
I wince from the pain, I curse over my side
I struggle to get up, to kill the annoying clock
When I stand up, if feels like my head's docked
I get in the shower, the hot water revitalizing my body and mind
I get out and dry, I walk back into my room, and think of the kind
Of clothes I should wear, but the colors bring back new pain
Whenever I look up, God hits me with his horrible cane
I tighten my fist, but my mouth and expression never fault
'Cuz I've lived my life as one big emotionless vault
Like a blackhole, I suck all who come near
My friends and family, all who I hold dear
I suffer in silence, and boy would I be rich
Just it feels like on my head is this fat bitch
I walk into school, my head bowed in shame
I'm really surprised I mustered the strength and came
I pop a pill, hoping to feel numb
But boy did I screw up, boy am I dumb
The pain killer doesn't help at all
Don't worry about me little doll
I'm used to this pain, I was born with this pain
Throughout my life, there has been pain
Whether emotional, like when my dog died
Or when I got shocked and got my wrist fried
It matters so little to me
But one day, I will have to find the key
And release onto the world all this anguish and pain
I only hope that I remain sane
