My world is nothing
Drained of value, beauty
Like my words it's, pointless
Lost without meaning
Blurred to such extents
It's hard to see clearly
All of what used to be
Now, is clouded, out of focus
Memories, and Friends
Nothing can be seen any more
Only shadows, Faint reminders of
What used to be
When time seemed young
When things seemed more, carefree
Though now life seems different
I lost that sense, of
Youth, Adventure
In exchange I got nothing
Fear and doubt runs my life
As butane runs though-out my veins
I've become numb