Outside my window there is a road.
Beyond that road, there lies a mountain.
In my dreams, I stand atop that mountain and scream.
Scream and let go of myself and my emotions.
Then, cry and shed long awaited tears, as i watch the sun come up over the eastern horizon.
However, I know, I cannot.
I cannot cry, I cannot scream, I cannot stand, and so I cannot let go.
But i can jump, jump and fall from the mountain, and release my emotions, fears, and spirit.
So I stare, outside my window, wishing one day I will stand.