Every day
Every single fucking day
“Master! Master!”
> insert here a well practiced hand-to-mouth food gesture <
“Pleeeease Master! I need food o”
I fixate my gaze on some non-existent object
Straight ahead
Far away
From the orbit of beggars
Am I still human?
Am I still capable of feeling certain emotions?
Which emotions? Do I even recognize them?
“Is a lie!”
“Is a lie!”
Of course it fucking is!
How could you possibly
In any kind of certainty
Believe in yourself?
> insert here some well-practiced self-pity gesture <
They connect
They stare
They get me
They fuck me over
They know I am their only hope
They die
> insert here some tired sentimental gesture <
You want to see?
You want to come travel Nigeria?
You want to live beyond your understanding?
You want to see what is really going on?
You want to know who is pulling the strings?
Just check the mirror…
Fantastic! Bravo! Wow!