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One day I'll be drifting higher than you,

one day I'll hold my chest stronger than you,

some day my smile will be brighter than yours,

but what will never be is us being through.

I use to say I will never do wrong again,

I dared to believe I could actually do so,

I thought of you as just a great friend,

but after the second try of failing I barely woke.

I done it again because I thought I would heal,

I wanted to think I was actually beautiful in a way,

but what I didn't think or even consider is how I would feel,

I thought it would make me feel better, but in what way?

I didn't think of any of the ones I loved when I did that,

I didn't stop and cry or break because I was strong,

I thought I was strong but that's not the right word,

what I should say is I was selfish and much to weak.

I carried the pain ever since I was 8 but wait,

how could my future ever make me do those things,

It wasn't any thing but myself who turned fate,

into such a wicked messy slop of way too many things.

There is only 1 way to fix every pain I caused him,

to show the love he deserves and be the one he wants,

to carry on without breaking and be loved the right way,

to understand what life can do and to control it myself...