Being You

So your telling me you got a problem with me stepping out of my comofort zone and not doing all the same  sheltered repetivive things  that you do?

After all these years of you trying to persuade me you are still ashamed to admit that I have actualy been influencing you?

It is ok to admit that you wish you had a fraction of my courage and half my comfort in your skin.

I know it had to astonishing for you see all the wishes you had of me not succeeding in my challenges not come into fruition. 

I know it must have been very frustrating to see my faith in GOD's protection completely demolish what you thought was me being oblivoius to your mission.

To think I used to be supportive without judgement of all your apspirations and goals because I genuinely and seriously wanted you to win.

But I recently asked GOD to reveal to me all the people that did not mean me any good; imagine my lack of shock when your image instantly appared highlighting us as different as night and day.

I had to reflect on our history with one another, and the imbalance of mutual support left me so flabbergasted that I could think of anymore words to say.

My courage and determination has always prevented me from being complacent and ensured that I always survived.

Your fear of evolving kept you limited to living vicuriously through my advetures of who, what, when, where and whys.

In retrospect all the signs of your consistent envious actions were always directly in my face.

So as of today your access to me is immediately restricted, your negative and hateful energy will have to occupy another sponge's space.

In closing I have to say I am kinda sad but not for what one would probably assume after all we have been through.

It is because I now realize how painful it must have been for you to have a birds eyes view of my growth yet wake up daily with reminders of how much it sucks being you.

 

By Bryant Mosley

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Sadly I  think so many of us undestand that some of our biggest haters are actually close family and friends.

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