i need to fly
take my hand
into the sky
help me escape
my wings are tattered
my heart is weak
how much longer
how much more can i take?
whispers of death
ringing in my ear
just one mistake
and i wont be here
one deep cut
drain all my blood
i wont take another breath
i will be lost
everything you say
it's all a lie
i dont think i can
live and survive
all these words
they are so confusing
telling me differen things
telling me i'k losing
losing my mind
losing my faith
i'm destroying myself
living through this hate
is it hard to see
the weakness
that's residing in me
like a broken fortress
sharp edges
look so appealing
strong urges
to see the bleeding
glistening red
on my arm
dripping slowly
to the ground
painless scars
always there
reminding me
that i'm still here