I found it. It's mine. And I love it with all my black little heart...
But I can never own it.
I paid for it, and you can't have it! Isn't my sin as good a currency as any?
I gave it my passion and my sweat
It's taste still lingers in my throat.
I feel it's pressure on my chest as I close my eyes and rock back and forth...
But I can never own it.
I saw it on the path, my eyes shifted left,
And there it was.
Shiny, but not new
Tarnished and neglected,
But still wonderful.
Still powerful.
And I hold on to it tightly, stop! Stop! STOP!!!
You can't have it now, let it stay with me for a moment,
I've traded my soul for it and I deserve...nothing.
For in my heart, I know, that I can never own it.