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Won't Let Them Near
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My Poems Written By: Paqtism
A grey sky reminding me of my life,
And the time I tried to end it with a knife!
Gloomy and dark is how it used to be,
Nothing but pain in my life I did see!
So dumb, so foolish I almost succeeded,
When it was only true love which I needed!
To this day, I keep searching for it,
Wondering if it will come to me as I sit!
Not meaning lazy, just sitting here thinking,
Volunteering my time which is better than drinking!
Falling back deep into that suicidal craze,
Getting more lost in that depressing maze!
So sad, so scared not knowing what to do,
Praying that one day true love can pull me through!
Death is so empty but yet I yearn for it to come,
No one to talk to and feeling so dumb!
Nobody knows my agony and fear,
But of course, how could they, when I won't let them near!
Written On: 05/05/04.DGBD Inc.
