I remember the first day I lay eyes on you
We were still children then, you and I
And by some mysterious twist of fate we both simply knew
That we would be friends, and ours was a friendship that would never die
Do you remember seeing your star in Orion's Belt that night?
And when we spotted Celtic dragons in the clouds that day?
Do you recall, like I, with bittersweet delight
The games, as youths, we used to play?
I can't imagine why ever I let you go
I'll never comprehend the fickle nature of my heart
Because I WANT and NEED and LOVE you so
and when I watch you kiss her it tears my insides apart
I want to share a new secret with you, one I keep buried deep inside
A secret that she can suspect but never know for sure
Through silent promise bound, through trust kept, through honor tied
Until the end of our lives this secret must endure
I died the day I lost you, my childhood friend
And I'm so afraid to let you see me cry
Because I burn for this pain, this deadness, this misery, THIS LIFE to end
Not with an agonized scream nor a frightened whimper...
But in your arms with a comforted sigh...