I wear a mask too,
Like everyone I hide,
I hide the truth,
The pain,
My fear.
I smile for the camera,
I am strong for my loved ones,
but inside I'm not that perfect,
I am falling apart,
Crumbling like old clay.
Honestly if you really knew me,
You would know I bare a secret,
One which haunts me,
I hold in the pain of abandonment,
Filling my heart with fear,
I can't trust easily,
Fearing being let down again,
My body is littered with scars,
Inside and out.
Although darkness and secrets are haunting me,
I am full of light and truth,
Full of hugs and love,
I manage to find a smile,
even when times are rough,
To laugh,
Even when the pain is too much,
To care,
Even when I am hiding behind my mask.