alright, so i'm not enjoying this anymore
and you seem to be too happy
sorry that was a burst of anger
you lie, repeatedly
don't try to change
or make yourself better
don't learn from your mistakes
just keep making the same ones
it's ok, i NEVER learn from my mistakes
because i obviously fell for you
and thought you cared for me
what a fool i was!!
you wanted me
you wanted me soo bad, i thought
then
i heard these rumors of you and other girls
i tried to tell myself they could NOT be true
you still loved and wanted me, and only me
fuck that idea
i was your fool!
so much for ending my first love with gentleness
it will end in retaliation and carelessness
you can bet on it baby.
and fuck me for STILL loving you.
i just want you to hurt
the way you hurt me
deep
and to the pit of my fucking, now lifeless, heart
yeah....
fuck
you!