i was your fool

alright, so i'm not enjoying this anymore

and you seem to be too happy



sorry that was a burst of anger

you lie, repeatedly

don't try to change

or make yourself better

don't learn from your mistakes

just keep making the same ones

it's ok, i NEVER learn from my mistakes

because i obviously fell for you

and thought you cared for me

what a fool i was!!

you wanted me

you wanted me soo bad, i thought

then

i heard these rumors of you and other girls

i tried to tell myself they could NOT be true

you still loved and wanted me, and only me

fuck that idea

i was your fool!

so much for ending my first love with gentleness

it will end in retaliation and carelessness

you can bet on it baby.



and fuck me for STILL loving you.

i just want you to hurt

the way you hurt me

deep

and to the pit of my fucking, now lifeless, heart

yeah....

fuck

you!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

god, i am such a fool!!!
never have i been so hurt and mad as i am at this moment.

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