To consume poison
Is to accept unpredictability
The effects are questionable
And perhaps even fatal
To drink the poison
Is to accept situations preventable
By both reason and logic
But you know the risk
I have taken my poison
On a spoon
And it tasted bitter
For all it's appeal
I have drunk it down
And now I wait to reel
From it's unreliable effects
The symptoms of this sickness
Include numbness of mind
Fatigue and disorientation
And I can't quite place the feeling
In the pit of my stomach
I wait for the next wave of emotion
To flood me
Be it pain and agony
Or a new understanding
I sit idle and wait
For the poison
To kick in.