Right now it is hard
I'm sitting alone
With my confused thoughts
Running mad through my head
I feel so lost
Knowing there's no where to turn
For a steady hand to guide me
I'm so scared to do all this on my own
And this is what I need
I'm thinking of you
I hope you know
I'm wearing the pendant
That you gave me
Just to show that I'm not forgetting
Tonight is going to be harder
When I'm without distraction
Only fevered thoughts
Running through my head
And then the night
Will bring restless sleep
And I'll wake up crying
Now this is real
And tomorrow and the next day
Will be unbearably cold
And I'll sit alone
With all my thoughts of you
And of who I am
And who I would like to be
But I'll keep the pendant
Around my neck
Because I won't forget
And I don't intend to regret
You and I.