Wait until morning
When the toxins have been purified
From your viscous blood
Running hot through your head
Coloring your lips that virulent shade of red
You spit lies and half-truths
And your honesty is stunning
I can't tell whether to believe your quips
As they drip from you to I
As we're in bed
And it's said
How many others there were before me
Horrible, wrenching, chocking truths
So I just close my eyes
And drift away
From the obsenities committed
From your addictions and vices
From your inability to trust
And I half lust for normality
But I fear I'm just attracted to men
Who are afraid to give their love easily
Who don't think I can understand
What's in their hearts and heads
What is it that you're trying to hide from
In your shell of drugs and self-deprecacy
What are you so afraid to face
Keep telling yourself those lies
What would happen if I knew who you were
All that you are about
What if we connected like we've never connected with another?
There's a truth