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I Don't Know How I Feel
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2004 I don't know how I feel
About the things you've been hiding
I'm just wondering how
You don't consider this lying
When you felt so ashamed
And put plan to effect
To keep this a secret
I'm not sure about that
It makes me feel dirty
Cheap like a whore
Worthles and stupid
Like the times before
I feel like I'm lacking
I don't appeal to your tastes
And no matter what I do
I can't possess such traits
I'm simple and silly
But I never once thought
That my ability to love blindly
Didn't mean awful much
I don't understand how you're happy
If I'm just simply not
The kind of person who'd satisfy you
The person you'd want
Why didn't you tell me
Is all I can ponder
By keeping it quiet
This hurt will only last longer
And you want me to heal
To forget my big find
But the things that I know now
Just weigh on my mind.
