Driving your car
so far away
with the headlights flashing by
and you drum your fingers
on the steering wheel
to the tunes of Santana
I�m sitting
in that leather arm chair
you always liked
drinking my coffee
It�s 5 o�clock
and the sun�s seeping through the window
I hope you know I miss you
I wonder where you are
and what you�re thinking of
�cause from yours my world�s too far
I can�t wait till tomarrow
maybe you�ll knock on our door
You�re braking at a red light
listening to the patter of quiet rain
and the window wipers
slice back and forth
and you smile at my picture
you hung in the review mirror
waiting to be with me
And I�m painting
A portrait of your face
with those blue eyes
that sparkle when you laugh
and that smile that deems
small dimples
And I�m trying
not to be too impatient
You hear a squelch of tires
and from far away echoes a crunch
the car is spinning faster
and your head whips all around
your body�s thrown foreward
the seatbelt cutting in your gut
and your face pounds against the window
then the sound of rain slows and stops
I�m laughing
At home with our best friends
Who have two kids
just like we do
with curly brown hair
and robin egg eyes
and I watch our daughter
smear on lipstick
There�s a steady dripping stream
running down your face
and you can taste warm blood
in your mouth
there�s a yellow light flashing
rolling across your eyes
and the wailing of sirens
and the shouting of voices
And I�m tucking Billy into bed
And I hear the phone ring
So I kiss him on the forehead
Tell him sweet dreams
and I pick up the phone
the voice is unfarmiliar
and it tells me to pray
but there�s not much to be done
You see a white shining
shimmering light
and you hear all the voices
enfold into one
mine
and you see my hand
you take it in yours
squeeze it just once
and you smile
with those dimples
and I cry