Rage

I awaken to noise

It’s a parental fight

They stop as I walk by

Pretending everything is alright



Dad grabs his keys

And a picture hits the floor

He ignores the shatter

As he slams the door



I’ve dealt with too much

I can’t escape this pain

I try to forget

But this has struck a vein



Mom tries to hide

Dad goes into a rage

Everywhere I look

I see my cage



When they argue

My heart gets torn

Never again

This is what I’ve sworn



I’ve seen him hit

I’ve seen her cry

Every time I think

I just want to die



The pain I feel is indescribable

My brain wanders

The solution

My heart ponders



I’ve thought of it before

It would bring my pain to a close

I planned on trying

The next time a fight arose



I had the gun in hand

I was gone

If he stepped through my door

My problem would be done



Happiness is unobtainable

My home is breaking

Due to blind anger

My life it is taking

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I have been through some rough times during my childhood, but things are getting better.

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John's picture

Thanks for shareing, was i really necessary to spill that when you did

Kaylene Bigelow's picture

Beautiful. I love this one it gives of that protective feeling that I love your a wonderful poet and a wonderful friend.