Scream out the obscenities
Spit them at my face
Ignore the pain you�re causing
Just like everyone else seems to.
This fixation takes control
Smothers all comprehension
Your needs are more important
Selfish bastard.
Push me back
Neglect the things you used to love
Tiptoe around the problems
Instead of confronting yourself,
The real problem.
Leave me out of this
Don't yell in my face
To escape yourself.
You're encouraged by the voices
They tell you to run
Keep running
But running
Won�'t leave the voices behind.
Kill yourself
The beauty that is you
Scratch up your face, your arms
Harming yourself,
Those around you
And those who don�t seem to care.
I won't stand in your way
Do what you like
Limited time
Addictions consume,
Energy squandered.
Sapphire eyes
Hidden behind the mask
Of lies and deceit.
Disguised by a curtain
Of fantasies.
Forget where you are
Slip into the dream
Never to escape.