when i sit at home
i want to be alone
i feel sadness upon me
i am in depression you see
the world hates me with a passion
sometimes i wish my name was not ashton
though to some i am a being of great
but to others i am to seperate
there is to many that hate
i wish i would drown in a lake
for what reason do i have to live
for her is that one reason to stay alive
she is my reason of life
she is keeping me from that knife
you are my mistress of the dark
you say my name and i want to bark
you are my goddess
with you i am so moddess
i love you with so much of my heart
that the love begins to tear me apart
i will only live for you
the other reasons to live are so few