So i betrayed my self
so i betrayed you
what can i do now
what should i do now
all i can do is push you away
pushing you away from me is all i have
i love you very much
so much i cant explain
i am so empty inside
i am dying, i am crying
this world is sieing, and lieing
why should i stay here
this world is something i fear
so i continue to push you away
i do it out of love
so that you will not get into my life
i will care for you from a distance
get to close you wil die with me
i just want you to have the best cant you see
i will always be there for you
in time and in life
i love you so much it hurts
at times i have jumping spurts
Baby i love you
everyday i live for you and from you
so all i can say is what do i do
i want you to have the best
but i am not ready for that test
you deserve better than me
but you chose me
all i can do for you is take care of you
baby i love you more than life itself
at this very moment i am crying
the pain will start my dying
this love is a pain
with it nothing i will gain
i love you more than life
i will now take mine with a knife
So I will see you and will be with you forever
You're definitely the reason I live.