I am a person so full of love who feels so alone.
I shouldn't have to try so hard to let the real me be known.
When it seems I put forth the extra effort and the results are not what I thought.
I fall into a deep abyss and wish that I had been shot.
I should not worry what others think or hold back anything that I feel.
I can only be who I am for myself, they won't like me or they will.
I know within myself I am a man of worth and in the stories I have to tell.
The cards dealt to me have caused so much hurt, I feel as though I'm in hell.
So how do I deal with all the pain...I just try to pretend it all away.
Maybe nobody will notice it and the world will have nothing to say.
Or I'll lose myself in liquor in drugs...unrealistic expectations all the while.
Or turn myself over to the Lord above...smoking crack is so out of style.
Dave Blazewics
"Blaze"
Do who is Blaze? because this one is awesome