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It hurts to think, it hurts to breath,
cuz my hearts ripped in half wit u @ the seam,
this pains unreal more like a dream,
then my heart drops @ the thought of things
things unknown, things unseen,
thoughts of her wildn'out wit da team
thoughts of her exposin the freak,
that i wrkd so hard to find & keep,
that i was nt fit for such a queen,
the weight on my mind is bending things,
i crawl inside my self to make sense of things,
my dreams of wealth & admiration, i seek green in meditation
my mind is pacin, heart is racin with the thoughts of what i outta do
thoughts of showing gratitude, but showing gratitude to who?
What have i been givin besides a kind word?
no real friendship i cn confirm,
no one sees my inner light
so i trust no one in my plight,
livin in the dark while serchin for light?
i was born wit a light so bold & bright,
but the hatred inside me is takin bites, alongside the thoughts i try to fight...

My mind has made sum demons for me,
they implore me "do no right",
they tell me "steal lie & fight"
they tell me to hide my light & say that there are no spoils in right
they're all dark so jus b darker,
its no big deal, dnt b a myartr
see that man that stepped on ya toes?
he must be torcherd killed & exposed
make him an example to all ur foes,
to stay out of ur way when ur on the road
their creed is chaos, goal:destruction
leading me on the path to selfdestruction
But my God is with me, moving any obstruction
leading me on the path to rightousness...
I want no more hatered, jus sheer bliss
help me, i dnt kno wat time it is.

Dear God please sheild me frm these heathens in my soul,
so that my light may shine thru this mask of coal,
sometimes i feel like ive been given the devil's soul
i feel fierce and putrid anger,
its times like these where it wudnt b hard to lead a child to slaughter....
its wrong grotesque that i kno,
but your child is here listening...
when you hear my heart screamin,
i jus pray your listening,
lest i fall pray to the false love of these indecisive vixens...