The Thin Line Between Love and Hate

Should I be cold and callous and simply turn a blind eye, to all of the pain i cause, jus out of my eyesight, when i look back in hindsight was the love really real? Did she fake what i feel, was her love really real...i thought i felt her heart but it vanished in the dark, now my heart no longer flames, tis jus a lowly spark, jus tryna find sum warmth in a place so cold nd dark,,, MY HEART screams bloody murder, it wants to b a murderer to find a heart so soft and sweet nd warp it till she knos no more, if i ever loved or adoreded her, what once was the Aurora is now a bleak and heartless murderer.....

She knos not how i love her, it hurts to let her know, if she were plodding through a blizzard, id b her heavy coat. If she were to cross a river, id be her saftey boat. If she were ever drowning, id keep her afloat.
Even though u hurt me, and my heart bleeds sorrow, if anyone were to hurt you, id gladly rip their heart out.
I love u, I love u, while uve been so cold, and I'm still longing for the days of together growing old....
I will always love u, its nt u dnt already kno, it jus hurt u think i wont help u bear ur load, id follow u to hell nd bac even if it was madness, I DNT UNDERSTAND. this is tragic. nd the thought of u bein wit sumone else makes me erratic, haphazardous is my mindset before i self destruct, im staring@ the bottom, shoud i jus give up? u made me feel, im greatful, i kno that it was real,but the future leaves no hints but i kno these wounds will heal..

Author's Notes/Comments: 

love and heartache...jus some more venting...

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