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Change is good
When you/I are, I am changing: It is unnoticble because of years of eating all things emotionally, I, you don't feel your emotions and are disassociated from your/mine autheuntic self. I change and my soul stays the same, two realities: a dissoacted reality, emotions and a soul with a spirit that is always there: I tried to change all the time, until i realized I am always moving, pressing on, I/you asked to what, where are you going all the time, moving all the time, changing all the time, so when I go back to source even then I am moving, changing, pressing and I am moving, changing, pressing.
I want this means that I live, I am living and I am in my soul's spirit in a christ now that is secular as my salvation was is my/your Christian epic story: where I had to be saved in this lifetime so I would be ok in the " next". I/You paced back and forth, run back and forth to a pilgrimed spot where when I/you was/were depressed, sometimes severly I run there back and forth and when I was decided my future wheather I/you will go to jail, prison for my political beliefs, this place, near the window where the light came in, in our old flat in the Netherlands, in this fishers town called Ijmuiden, it was altar pilgrimed by my feet.
I/You are a Pharoah and this point, was a void that was a vaccum because of my/Your no acceptance of such silly "assertions", when I/You had no time to think about your/My descendency, and my/Your ascendency Pharoahs were mad at us about our denials everyday: What do they want from me/You, what, they had everything, I/You wanted to live in a modern life full of peace and love and they were dead anyway.
