I am in hell
will go to hell
and never be in
heaven, painful
hell, my life is over
and has been since
2012 Iran killed me
with their spying
and their curses
so I know holy
night hyms did not save me
nor 12 lawyers
No did Rap, Hip Hop, Gangster
Rap, Music, Art, Films, movies
Love, family, parents, asylum
Diplomacy, I was not going places
But I was not carefull enough, nor was
kind, compassionate to myself, all scriptures
Holy Quran, The Bible, The Torah, Buddhist text
Hindu, Kaballah, Sikh texts etc.
I know blackgod: I call Tupac Shakur Blackgod!
He saved from my destruction of my own mind
my perfectionism. and my bisexual dreams!
I am hetero sexual, Godess reaching out to me
to help them, my addiction to music: Which is sexual
addiction
Thank you to Blackgod: Tupac Shakur!