He's really nice
and fun, I met him
last year April
and went out with him
until the winter of last year
one night I realized
something which was
hard to know
so I shared for a long time
about how angry I was
about something that
was unrelated to him
which how my relationship
with men are, I am angry about
me not them
Working together, just working
after a while I tried to listen to him
it was hard to hear, maybe he didn't want me
to be there, or he was just working
so after many more months of working and
knowing that he is there
I realized that he wants to be non personal
It funny sometimes, I hear him say things about
women, and it is funny because it true, I think
how comes he knows that and voice that, the intonation
and the passion is so real, he reads realism
you know in school, those classes about realism
and what it is
I laugh a lot, and I am happy, he makes
the job amazing, it's kind of cheating
that he knows me so well,
my politics, feminsim, womanism
sexism
I have never seen a platonic relationship
in my life, so it's love, I think he thinks
I am white, college and all
Mysterious: I don't know if he has a girlfriend
or if he likes me, I don't think he likes me
he's non personal
He's like Miami, hot, passionate, like a nice day
with no worry,