There is no one here but me

 

 

I am here alone

after so long

they are always asking

me to do this or that

asking about this getto and that getto al least today

why does your country have so much

and we so little in the getto's of American

why is Somaliland much richer than us

What about your privledge?

Do you really want us to succeed or is it your husband

the African American God

that you are doing it for

to stay happy, married and "fat"?

 

I am feeling bad that I have not told my family about him

before when I was seeing him and now they know we are married

and I feel guilty that they feel that I don't trust them to let know I was married to him

 

He's knows my privedge and knows that my family are abundant so

I am careful with my communications with them. I am tearful that

I can't talk as freely to them, really since I been his girlfriend

 

I am never alone; there's is always someone asking me for things

Today; now I am alone writing this peom, these thoughts so I can be free of this guilt

 

I hear the bird singing outside, the sun is shining and the day just started is so beautiful

He said "who act who so much agression and paranoia"

I don't know; I know it was early in the july years that we talked about

some thing related to my linnage; who I am.  

 

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