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I'm in control
I sit here with a cigarette in my hand
thinking of all the things I can't understand
I let the glow burn my skin until it begins to swell
it hurts but I keep telling myself that it'll do me well
I cover the scars with a long sleeved shirt
like I put on a smile to cover my pain and hurt
That is my way to cope with this depression
this way I don't have to aswer peoples stupid questions
It feels so good to be in control
I let it hurt on the outside to spare my soul
That's my way to escape this nightmare
my way to disappear into thin air
People think I'm mad and insane
but this is just my way of dealing with pain!
