I used to lie to myself and tell me
that everything was okay
always hiding behind a smile
can't you please take me away for a while
take me to a place outside of this world
I'm so tired of living this lie
nothing is real anymore
this is my last goodbye... my last goodbye
This pain is getting more that I can bear
I am so numb inside
never trusting you, never trusting noone else
I'm only safe inside myself
Hang on, they said
don't you let go,
you have so much left to live for!
I'm so tired of living this lie
nothing feels right anymore
this is my last goodbye... my last goodbye
All my wound may have healed
but the scars still remain
oh sweet solitude
all my hopes for the future lies within you
I am so lost inside
TAKE ME AWAY...
I'm so tired of living this lie
everything hurts now
this is my final goodbye... my final goodbye
I think that this is a great poem...I hate to say that I know what you mean, because I live it...All the same, nice work and keep writing...If you get a chance, take a look at some of my work and let me know what you think.