Last goodbye

I used to lie to myself and tell me

that everything was okay

always hiding behind a smile

can't you please take me away for a while

take me to a place outside of this world



I'm so tired of living this lie

nothing is real anymore

this is my last goodbye... my last goodbye



This pain is getting more that I can bear

I am so numb inside

never trusting you, never trusting noone else

I'm only safe inside myself



Hang on, they said

don't you let go,

you have so much left to live for!



I'm so tired of living this lie

nothing feels right anymore

this is my last goodbye... my last goodbye



All my wound may have healed

but the scars still remain

oh sweet solitude

all my hopes for the future lies within you

I am so lost inside



TAKE ME AWAY...



I'm so tired of living this lie

everything hurts now

this is my final goodbye... my final goodbye






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Michelle H's picture

I think that this is a great poem...I hate to say that I know what you mean, because I live it...All the same, nice work and keep writing...If you get a chance, take a look at some of my work and let me know what you think.