I fly with scattered wings
among the misty clouds of my uncertainty
searching for the flaming sun
to clear up this unbearable mess in me
The raging thunder is rolling
in the back of my head
in exhausting moments like this
د wish I was dead
I look down
at the crumbling world below
everything is fading
everything I used to know
My wings are failing
and I fall to the ground
all these confusing thoughts in my head
are spinning around
Am I not strong enough
to fight this fight
am I forever damned to spend the rest of my life
in the darkness of this never ending night
I rush towards earth
with the speed of lightening
this journey towards the darkest area
of my mind is so frightening
As I hit the ground with the force of a meteor
and fall into a deep hole I smile to myself and think
this is the destination of my flight
this is the deepest I’ll ever sink
I can’t get any lower than this
now all this pain have to stop
there’s only one way out of here
and that’s up!!