I went against myself.
I faught against all the things that I always believed in.
I turned away from the true meanings of my words,
Abandoning everything that once discribe me.
If not true to yourself,
Then being true to someone else is only a lie.
I lived that lie as if someday it would automatically become true.
The shame of it all is not the hurt that it caused me
but the hurt it cause another.
So if my word is all I have, Why destroy it?
If my word is all I have, why go against it?
If my word is all I have, why not be true to it?
Only I will ever know.
good to know your still alive, hope you are still writing as well. this is a good piece...being true to yourself must come first always. take care ~Jaded