I'm alright again as my thoughts fade
forgetting the pressure but it sucks with a dull blade
never in my life have I felt this way
never so suddenly have I forgotten and went this numb
It feels good and I want it again
I can't help it I'm addicted
addicted to the pain
addicted to the release as the stress goes away
the stress of the thoughts that I can't say
the thoughts on my mind everyday