I'm searching for truth,yet cant seem to find,
the answers I seek,surely I'm blind.
As I look around me,all I can see,
are blurred images of my unreality.
They call loudly to me,telling me lies,
believing in them is no big suprise.
When I find my self weak,from the anger within,
holding me back not allowing me to begin.
To reach for the truth,away from the lies,
trying to see the world from a new set of eyes.
Allowing myself to be free of the shame,
stopping this cycle of hatred and blame.
Making myself stronger with will and desire,
choosing the right path I can only climb higher.
This judgment I put on myself,over time,
no longer a burden,no longer a crime.
That I punish myself with then hold myself back,
I need to wake myself up and get back on track.