Maaaweee! Some situations in this life,can make you cry in your mother tongue,or should I say in one's vernacular language,as you discover or realise them in this life,in one's own life,too.
I went back in my little life span's history and as I sauntered lackadaisically,about certain areas,I just began to get a picture of some of the different men that our fathers (we never had the modernity of calling my father's brothers as uncle,but father,too,even their own sister,was and even now is referred to as female father in our vernacular),yes,I was saying that our fathers would introduce to us certain individuals who had their photocopaeic looks,at Manje,in Chadiza,when they visited,as their brothers from another breast,and yet more also from another breast,and even more,still.
Here in now lies the problem,that all the children of my father's father have had to remarry in life,and now,me I myself,seem to have fallen victim to the same genetic propensity that had this ancestor to have seeds that breast fed from a polysaccharide of breasts,instead of one!
Of course,I am not happy with the turn of events as I am someone who grew up promising myself to maintain the family unit for the sake of my children,to depart from the way I had seen my father abandon our mother and having us separated from 'together' as children,living and growing up,mostly apart,which I believe has affected me with not really feeling the family bond among ourselves as children of his loins,though I may have some bond with the youngest brother probably because he had been sent over to come and stay with me at the time our father was planning to depart to Mozambique, some,nearly thirty years ago,which is when I even saw him last,which includes the time when I last saw our only sister,Tasila,too.
In my father,I believe this character from his father manifested more,as he seems to have been married more times than his brothers had remarried,and right now,I myself have taken seven years without seeing my own children,Frances and Francis.Man! It grinds me when I think about it,really failing to understand how such could be;I have not seen my father in the past thirty years,let alone our sister,and now also,my children,years are accumulating,without their setting their eyes on me!No,it is not deliberate,on my part.The desire is there,but the whole structuring of externals is so complexed it needs its own time to elaborate on it since I just thought to bring out one aspect only,here, as to what I have come to perceive about my father's father's gene,which seems to be not on the recessive end in my personal life...
This brings to mind the early days of my induction into the teaching profession,when we had some people teach us on faulty foundations that follow blood lines from ancestral lines with such manifestations as polygamy,witchcraft, premature deaths,divorces,drunkenness, marry and remarry,homosexuality, bestiality etc.That time,however,was a time when not so much was heard about,concerning the higher anointings that are capable of breaking such cycles upon individuals, families and clans or tribes,for such are operations carried out by high ranking spiritual powers and can thus be only mitigated by high ranking potentates whom Jesus designates for such.And normally,even satan has to recognize such individuals,therefore it is not anyone who can claim to be able to carry out this work on peoples,to correct their faulty foundations in a process that is referred to as deliverance.In other words,the work effected by Satan's general needs Jesus' general to undo,as such do also get fatal,if not well adhered to.
In all this,I intend to simply say that,I did get exposed to men to pray for me,but I doubt their spiritual credentials if they could pass for generals with ability to dislodge the colonial masters of my blood line,who are responsible for my family line faulty foundation.These could indeed pass for empty hands laid on the needy, which can also cause backfiring on them, depending on the powers they would be trying to dislodge.
If the prayers had been effective,I shouldn't have come this way,at all;I should not have woken up to no affection for the mother to my children and needing to have to remarry again,too,like the blood line of my own father has phenoyped,oh yes including my own mother's side too.The fact that I have come this way simply means that I need attention and my children too,otherwise the colonial masters may proceed to my next generation,unhindered.I need a Mandela of this generation in the person of TBJ or Major1 or Owomowomo1 etc.Yes,I am saying a Nelson Mandela,and not only his type but including Nkrumah,Nyerere, Kaunda and even oh yes,Mugabe.And by these men come to our mind the colonial era that they came to stand against and to this category we could even add William Wilberforce but for the sake of precision,we can just cut it off and go on to point out that,as it is in the physical,so it is in the spiritual,where by,as the fathers who were used to fight off colonial rule have come to the end of their work,humanly speaking,then God saw it fit to get to the root of the problem that was began by Wilberforce,getting down to Mandela,for,the spirit world was the nesting place for all the works that these fathers have so far accomplished in bringing political liberations,hence the manifestation of the TB Joshua kind of ability in more and more servants of God like Sherperd Bushiri,Jeremiah Omoto Fufeyin,J. Makananisa,Iginla etc to deal with the hidden masters that colonise families and blood lines from as far as four generations behind,so that man may serve God well after being liberated.Until one gets this liberation from some faulty foundations of blood line sins or problems or curses, we will be like a programmed entity that is supposed to behave in a particular wrong way at a particular time in life,and at most,such is designed to cause to fail to serve God well,though of cause He does use His wisdom and some have been getting their deliverance by His own act,yet several have to pass through the operation of His generals,who no wonder are equally called fathers,though from the spiritual perspective even as Prophet Elijah was called a father by Prophet Elisha...