Bad news.

One day in May my life became

a city of veils,

closed off and unseen like

a year of fog.

I was in denial.



Could i restore my belief in my

lifes short career?

Learn to take away this howl

of bitter rage at my

healths inadequacies.

To maybe fufil a full life cycle of dependency.

I could only hope and pray.



My bloodline inheritance leaves

me with a furious love

building on a nightmare of weeks.

Fifty to save it

two to organise it"s end

a flickering flame that

will finally snuff out

and put paid to all my ambitions,

my fatal end.



If only i could move out

of my mind.

Find a hung jury

that still has a return policy

on defective breasts.

Time given out for

good bevaviour,

to go on fostering

my independent spirit.



My thoughts inside implode..

though my standard eyes still gush.

A blessed release.

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