Dumped, at thirteen and a half. (the end of my world)
Dear diary…(life is crap)
All life’s colours seem to fade,
My world it grows so dim.
Until I think of you,
Then you light me up again.
The stars are not so bright ,
The night seems not so warm,
Unless I’m in your arms,
Together in my home..
I cannot seem to sleep
My dreams wont let me hear,
Unless I have you close,
Close and oh so near.
You’d whisper oh sweet words
So gently in my ear,
You knew the words to use
The ones I want to hear.
You filled me full of colour
You filled me full of light
Then I’d ask that question
“Can it be tonight?”
“Tomorrow or next week,
Next month or the next year,
I am yours forever,
I swear to you my dear.”
Oh you would hold me even closer
Say,” don’t ever let me go,
There is something about you boy,
That has captured my whole soul.”
“Yes you are my only man,
But be patient in our life.
You put me under pressure
You put me under strife.”
“I know we need to grow,
And sex it is so hip,
But it will just dilute us
If we do the teenage strip.”
The next thing I am dumped
the bitch she broke my heart,
But I still do see her
Only air keeps us apart.
I shall get a new girlfriend
Of that I am so sure,
I can do much better,
Yes I will find a cure.
I need a bloody women,
God knows I believe in the Trinity,
I am so fed up with wanking
I have to lose my virginity!