Cowardice.

Sometimes when I think of home

a tear falls from my eye.

Tomorrow at the break of dawn

I say my last goodbye.



Surrounded by these grey white walls.

I finish off my letters.

I hope to clarify my thoughts

and try and make it better.



Oh Mother dear I love you so

and tomorrow there I"ll stand.

Your only Son so far away

I hate this foreign land.



Forgive me please, I did not mean

to find I gave up hope.

The noise of all those shells,

I simply could not cope.



I cannot stress how bad it is,

no words can really tell.

How I ever found myself

living in this hell.



Oh Mother dear I thank you.

Thank you for my life.

I hope I bring no shame

on the Kingdom known as Fife.



I ask not to be judged,

for that comes from above.

The only thing I leave

dear Mother, simply is my love.



But enough can be enough.

I am sorry that I ran,

but I have just discovered

this boy is not a man.



At the beginning of each day.

At the end of every night.

I only did what"s true.

I only did what"s right.



So now it has to end.

There is no need to grieve.

For we shall meet again

in faith I do believe.



Amen.




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