You always said you’d care
Even when you weren’t there
But when I needed you, you disappeared
Doing exactly what I feared
The thing you said you would never do
Now I can barely stand to look at you
For you have hurt me like none before
All I can do is lay on the floor
And look up as the fan spins above
For my heart was once filled with love
But now lays in pieces in my chest
I try to shut my eyes, to get some rest
But the nightmares come in so quick
It turns my stomach and makes me sick
So I can not sleep due to the pain
As if caught in an eternal rain
And as the drops fall onto my shattered heart
I realize that I have fallen apart
Cause you are the glue that held me together
Now I let you float in the wind, like a feather
Hoping to never see you again
No matter how long it’s been
For I never thought it could hurt this bad
And realize I could be this sad
So I try to get up and fall back down
In my own misery, I do drown