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it feels like a knife
knowing youre with her
feeling your love slip away
even though you swore and promised
it never ever would.
id rather die
than live one more day without you by my side
youre my rock
my light
my universe.
with you gone
i fall to the ground
my world around goes dark
and im sucked into the blackest hole.
depression and pain grip my heart now
all thats left is a shell
till you come back to me,
there is no more "me"
only the mask of who i once was that i hide behind
so no one sees my pain
sorrow
and tears.
i cant bear waking up
knowing
knowing that youre sending a message of love and joy
to someone whos no longer me
my phones grown cold
as well as my soul
the fire in my eyes is almost gone
will you rekindle it?
will you wake me up
and save all we had
everything will still do and still could have?
that remains to be seen.
our story is not yet over,
the book not yet closed.
we've mearly turned the page and entered a new chapter
but will the ending be that of love and happiness?
like we always promised each other
or will it be one of the darkest despair?
of love paused
forgotten
and gone forever
floating in the abyss
of where your heart used to be
id like to believe it is the former
that you'll come out of your smoke filled coma
that your eyes will once again see
i'd like to that i won't wait forever,
that i can't,
but i know if i were to say those words
they'd be a lie
i'll always wait for you to come back to me
as much as it kills me
thats what soulmates do
it could take years
and i'd still drop everything to be with you
in your arms is where i belong
it's my home,
my safe haven till the day your coma is lifted
i'll wait for you to find me
lost in the dark realm of
chaos
derpression
despair
pain
and to at long last
bring me home