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Sacrifices.
Sacrifices..
I‘ve made too many of them.
Some for good. Some for bad.
My intentions however, I’d like to think..
or believe.. were always best not only for me..
but any and every party involved. Maybe that’s my problem.
Always trying to do the right thing for everyone.. even if it meant.. risking my own happiness. Why should I care how everyone feels? When people are so quick to turn on me. Take away from me. Backstab me. Walk away from me. Damage me.
The list goes on.
No sympathy.
Not even for myself.
Such a shame. What a beautiful soul to lose.
You lost me. Even though I still do .. very much love you.
So I sacrificed. All the drama. My reputation. My emotions. My plans. My hopes. My desires. My future. For someone who would have never had the balls to deal with what I’ve encountered , to watch , let me do all of the dirty work.. and creep in. And take over. Clear path. Letting go of their place in line everywhere else in the world. That’s not loyalty. That’s not love. That just shows you take what you want when it’s easy.. when you DONT have to fight for it. That means everything is replaceable. And unlike me, it doesn’t phase you to hurt everyone around you as long as you get what you want.. without making any of your own sacrifices.
You got what you wanted. I hope you’re happy.
