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cutting
The knife slices through so genital so calm
As all this pressures is relived from my arm
The blood spills out a drop at a time
It’s the only way to help the pain inside
I’m so sick of crying
As I dream of dying
Such sadness such pain
So sick of feeling this way
Tired of trying to be some one I’m not
I just wish all the shit would stop
I just wish this would all end
So I wouldn’t have to pretend
That my is different
When really its still the same
And every one seems so ashamed
It seems I cant do nothing right
And yet I’m so tried of this fight
This fight to become happy and when I slit my wrist for that one-minute I’m free
I’m relived form all the pain and agony
So I keep doing it one slice at a time
Till I gain the courage to end this life of mine
This is the first time I have cried in awhile. I'm sorry you have to live like me. no one deserves this pain. To quote my chemical romance, "so give me all your poison and give me all your pills, give me all your hopeless thoughts and make me ill, we're running after something that we just cant kill, if this is what you want then fire at will"
I dont even know you, but if I could, I would take your pain and make it mine. I want to take in all of the pain and sorrow of the world then erase myslef from the minds of those whom I love... and just die.
hey, i've been where your at. life is one hell of a challenge,hold your head high, don't look down or you'll get stuck. keep on writing. your writing is amazing