You've Changed

When Alex first said it I thought it was ok

Not knowing my whole life would soon be crazed

She said i've chaged from the way I used to be

How is that possible?  Somebody please tell me!



Everyone keeps saying you've chaged to me

I didn't want to except it, I didn't want to believe

But now my heads clear and i can finnaly see

If you don't like it,deal with it,it's how it has to be!



I said to Alyssa " Alyssa you've chaged "

But I was just joking around, adding some fun to my day

she said it was just me, that I was acting that way

That I was the only one, I moved on and they stayed



Everyone keeps saying you've chaged to me

I didn't want to except it, I didn't want to believe

But now my heads clear and i can finnaly see

If you don't like it deal with it it's how it has to be!



When Jill said it, man that got me good

As if I was a car it took the engine up out of my hood

I didn't want to except it, I wished I was dead

I was hoping a terrorist would quickly chop off my head



I went back to school and talked to all of my friends

They said the same thing but it was probly by then

That I realized I just didn't care anymore

I went back to my own world, shut it and locked the door

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Im sick of people telling me the same thing over and over again.  If you don't like me for who i've become then there's no reason for anyone who thinks that way to even give and sh**.  They should except me like some people have or become an enemy! (that excludes one person)

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Stephanie Brooke's picture

That I realized I just didn't care anymore
I went back to my own world, shut it and locked the door

i love that part, i think it's my favorite out of all your poems...

~*Ruby*~'s picture

you've changed... and I like it ...